dragon, ii

 your eyes filled my soul 

with comfort,

excitement,

terror.

i saw the shape of 

your wings

and immediately melted  

into them.

they held me so perfectly,

strong.

your scales,

each one different

from the other.

i noticed the ones 

that were battered,

scarred,

dark,

and i saw the ones that 

shone,

bright, 

glistened, and

mesmerized even

the blindest of souls.

all parts of you that 

should scare me away,

but i walk closer and 

closer to you.

magnetized by the way 

you move,

the way 

you speak.

but the fire,

the fire has changed now. 

the inevitability of reality

that i chose to ignore,

that even the brightest 

of creatures could 

overcome,

or withstand.

no, not even i can love 

through this fire.

the fire that once 

surrounded me in warmth,

began to, at last,

burn me alive.

beauty may fall

in love with the beast,

but only when the beast comes

first. 


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